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I won’t beg someone to love me. I learned long ago that there is no use in hopeless pleas of trying to make someone stay. I am too good to chase someone who does not know my worth and I am too wild to keep waiting for someone who doesn’t acknowledge my value. I want to be loved unconditionally. I shouldn’t have to fight so hard for it. I do not have the time to prove to someone that I am worth it. I shouldn’t have to prove any of that; I am worth more than that.

Hell

is loving you in my sleep

But waking up alone 

el

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.

Yo lo quise, y avecs, el también me quiso.

Ya no lo quiero, es cierto, pero tal vez lo quiero.

Es tan corto el amor y tan largo el olvido. 

Porque en noches como ésta lo tuve entre mis brazos,

mi alma no se contenta con haberlo perdido.

Aunque éste sea el último dolor que el me causa,

y éstos sean los últimos versos que yo le escribo.

manos

Ahora que sobrevivo sin tus ojos
sencillamente porque
no estás aquí para mirarme,
recurro a mis bolsillos
y descubro que guardo en ellos
todavía el calor
de tus manos

Iyanla Vanzant

“When the time comes for you to make a change, to grow, to do your life in a different way, the universe will make you so uncomfortable, so unhappy, you will eventually have no choice. If you insist on staying in a place you no longer belong in, if you do not grow the courage to do what is necessary to propel yourself forward, you will suffer the consequences, whatever they may be."

luv

I feel small 

So tiny 

So insignificant 

Think about

Our Earth 

Our galaxy

Our universe 

So vast 

beyond our understanding

Too immense to comprehend

But I know 

que mi dios 

made everyone with purpose 

How do we

As specks in the universe

Find our calling

Find our reason for creation

Maybe it is not just one reason 

Maybe it's a series 

of your actions throughout life

Each of which

Impact other humans

Being kind to strangers 

Doing only good onto others

Helping friends through dark times

Sending out good vibes 

If we gave out all of our love,

If we could go up to him,

at the gates of heaven

We would say,

"I used all the love you gave me" 

Love does not shrink

if you give it away

Instead it multiplies 

And spreads 

waves

Missing you comes in waves

Tonight, I'm drowning